** MALBATT 850-10 : Cinta ke Bumi Anbiya, Lubnan

Assalamualaikum semua dan salam sejahtera, salam bahang PRU-15 #eh hahaha kene la related sikit dengan isu semasa gitu.

Whats up guys?

Aku sebenarnya wondering tau, ade ke yang baca blog aku ni hahaha.

Tapi kalau takde yang baca pon takpe sebab masih ada sorang yang setia baca.

Nak tau sapa? 

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Aku la, blog owner.

Antara satu space yang dengan tak malunya i declare myself as owner. Tu pon ada juga beberapa kali kene hacked dan dah nak kene remove sbb inactive. Apo syiera? ;p

Dah dah, now lets back to tajuk.

Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

Impian seseorang yang kita sayang, Allah makbulkan dengan caraNya, masaNya yang pastinya yang terbaik mengikutNya.

AllahuAkbar!

I never thought I am going to went back to my 'home' this soonest, but indeed Allah knows best.

The day he told me dia dapat selected pegi misi ni, hari yang sama 1st time aku kene attend AGM Bakat after years sebab, adalah sebabnya hahaha. Mase tu lepak lepak lepas subuh sebelum nak bersiap nak attend meeting, ada benda yang kitorg borakkan.

Taksilap aku laa, pasal posting. sebab 2022 kami berharap akan dapat posting SM.

then tibbeh,

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bla bla bla,

short story dia tunjuk aku kawat sekar tu.

sebbaik laa kita ni boleh lh jgk bace sbb ayat depa tak stret macam ayat kita.

and I be like?

seriously?

sis memang terkedu. 

dalam hati ni dah macam roller-coaster, happy, risau, sedih, takut, semua laa and at the same time i knew it will be another adventure to face fuhhh.

"you got my back. pergi."

and the rest is history.

Actually sebelum kahwin, he ever mentioned to me about misi malbatt ni, and also lepas kawen pon we ada discuss about ni. Especially masa one of our close friend, husband dia pergi on 850-8. Lagi lah time tu tengah covid, ada kuarantin, takboleh sent-off. Allahu, I should be more grateful kan?

Alhamdulillah.

So apebende misi malbatt ni?

Jujurnya aku nak explain pon, it may differ between the series, so you guys boleh je google hahaha.

Sini aku share link, apa itu Malbatt?

Cut it off,

 sebab aku nak cerita lebih takut taknampak dah keyboard dengan skrin ni. 

Takpe, ini bahagian aku dan dia. 

Allah dah makbulkan antara doa dan impian dia tu dah dikira satu hadiah besar dari Allah. Kita memang ada banyak impian, kita memang ada banyak perancangan tapi semuanya akan kembali kepada Maha Pengatur dan alunan takdir yang Dia tetapkan.

Aku post ni sebab nak remark a special post for him.

Supaya aku tak lupa dan boleh jadi pemangkin semangat or reminder di masa akan datang.

27th October 2022

Birthday ibu yg ke-58 tahun

1st Sortie

Semoga sentiasa dalam jagaan Allah syurgaku.

Jaga diri, jaga iman, jaga hati.

FI hifzillah.

Lagi panjang kang lagi emosi hahaha

bai guys.

see you next post.

InshaAllah

sikit je laa aku lanjew gambar okay?

Alhamdulillah cuaca elok sangat hari tu

Si topi biru

n/s : Smg Allah pertemukan kita lagi dalam keadaan kita yang lebih baik, smg jua segala urusan dan perancangan kita Allah sentiasa permudahkan dan lancarkan. Aamiin.

I just missed you a seconds you left me.

Be well there. We can do this!

salam kasih, salam sayang. 

salam ukhuwah. 

wassalam.

 

** 2022 and Ramadhan 1443H

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone.

Ayat wajib a.k.a ayat isu, "lama dah tak update post." hahaha well, aku harap aku akan still buat posting even 1 tahun 1 post je ;p

Ntah kan, ade lagi ke orang yang still update blog, i mean more to personal blog instead of business or other purposes. sebab sometimes aku pon tulis offline diary. hahaha sejenis takboleh nampak buku dengan pen mesti ada je nak coretkan, sebab nanti aku suka bile time passed and aku jumpa balek buku tu, aku dapat bace and remind what was happpened masa aku 'menconteng' tu.

My besties know me. #ykwya

okay, syae what's up?

alhamdulillah ala kulli hal.

itu je, sebab no matter how happy i am, or how sad i felt, semua tu dari Allah who knows The Best for me at the moment. faham kan? even kan masa aku nak taip ni aku macam nak story yang quite emo but then i dont think i should. better i keep my blog in positivity sebab yang akan baca all over again aku jugak.

so, I just want to remind myself je laa. habeskan quota perkataan perempuan in terms of writing. because there is nobody to listen to me, which I hope they will read.

"people speak because somebody is listening,

people write because nobody is listening."

agree?

but, it is just fine. you got yourself. you are the 1st savior to yourself. so anytime you got shut, you got hit, you got the best, you got anything, it is you the first to celebrate and acknowledge.

if you don't do that. nobody would. they may do but how can you accept you if you, even don't do that.

in this beautiful month, we get the chance to do more good deeds which the rewards are multiplied so much, but don't ever forget you also can be in 'test' too. this is when Allah wants to see if you are really you and if you are actually capable to do more 'good' than usual.

besides, masa ni jugak ada certain things Allah makbulkan terus hajat tu, ada yang Allah hold lagi, lambat sikit bagi, or ada jugak yang Allah hold lagi lama. tbh, ada doa yang aku dah lama mintak which aku perasaan this is what I want on Ramadhan 4 years ago. Allahu, and yet Allah still holding on it.

Kadang rasa memang banyak ni submission doa kat Allah ni, and rasa terharu ada, rasa excited ada, rasa debor pon ada. Sebab, Allah janji all the doa dia akan granted. on His way and in His matter of time je.

tipu lah klo takde selit rasa sedih bile doa tu belom terjawab, but bile reflect balek yang His Promises is true, terus rasa terpujuk. alhamdulillah. even not in a blink of seconds laa terus rasa tenang tu sbb I ni manusia biasa tau sobs.

knowing that Allah knows everything so well is enough, knowing that I am doing that for the sake of Him and He will handle the rest, put me, put us in ease, kan? inshaAllah.

a few days more before Ramadhan habes, so lets submit lagi doa banyak banyak. we never know when it will be granted but the sure things is, you will never come back empty-handed yeay! thank you Allah.

tu je laa kot rasa bebelan hari ni. risau kang melalut sangat. kite nak keep clean blog ni sbb nanti jadi saham akhirat tau bile aku mati and orang masihh bace. so thats all guys! salam Ramadhan dan semoga diterima sgl amal ibadah, direzekikan bertemu lailatulqadar dan Allah permudahkan segala urusan kehidupan dunia akhirat. aamiiin ya Mujib.

salam kasih, salam sayang. 

salam ukhuwah. 

wassalam.

 

n/s : alhamdulillah untuk rezeki ruang dan masa kita bersama di bulan mulia ini. moga Allah kurnia lagi rezeki bertemu Ramadhan akan datang dalam keadaan yang lebih baik lagi. rindu rasa nak borak HtH. moga Allah bantu kita. aamiin